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March 7, 2022

Hi all. This channel has been quiet for a while, but we’ve been busy. We were supposed to be playing our first show in a couple years at Roulette in NYC this Wednesday. Unfortunately we have to postpone it due to COVID concerns. We hope to reschedule and bring you the latest version of The Blurring Test later this year. We’ll keep you posted.

Hope you are staying healthy out there, and we are excited to share all of our latest with you soon!


August 18, 2020

I’m planning on heading out of NYC for a few days starting this weekend. It’ll be the first time staying somewhere other than my apartment since COVID hit. I’ve take two trips of a few hours outside of city limits in Zipcars, but for the most part, for 5+ months, my world has been limited to what I can walk to.

I never learned how to ride a bike, don’t own a car, and I haven’t been taking public transit (well, I’ve been on the subway 3 times since mid-March). I don’t have much of anywhere to be, though it’s very tough not being able to see friend, to go to the water, to experience all the parts of my city. So I live as I live, inside a world bounded by Myrtle Ave to the north, Eastern Parkway to the south, Tompkins Ave to the East, and the East River to the West. That’s my zone.

I’m writing about this here because last night I was thinking about how we’ve planned our various Perfect Lives maps. We’ve got seven locations to get to throughout the day, and we’ve always wanted it to be set up for maximum walkability. We want everyone to be able to flow from one location to the next, so it feels like a small town. In Manhattan & Brooklyn, we had dozens of potential places to choose from, but the closer to the center of the map, the better. That wasn’t possible in the Catskills & Pittsburgh as much, but Jersey City was pretty walkable.

If… when we get to do Perfect Lives again, I think that walkability quality is something I’d like to keep in mind in light of what so many of us are experiencing these days. I like to hold onto the idea that wherever we live, we live somewhere where seemingly mundane locations can be revealed to be rich with culture and creativity, to be the site of the perfect crime, which is also art.

– Dave

all bots (but not us) are liars

January 21, 2020

First public performance of The Blurring Test has happened! Apologies for the radio silence here in advance but we’re busy people! We’ve got a ~75 min piece that we’ve collectively made and it’s feeling strong. Next chance you’ll get to see it will be in June at Roulette, more details on that when they announce their spring season.

In principle, we’ve worked in this way before, where each of us takes a portion of the source material and arranges it to our aesthetic, but in this case we’re starting from scratch musically and there’s more flexibility with how we situate things within the larger work. It’s a nice reminder when we’re changing things on the fly that we’ve been working together for nine years and know each other very well.

We’ll have some documentation to share soon, but in the meantime, some slaying lewks of the most attractive band in New Music from this weekend at the Brick.

News x2

November 21, 2019

Hey Vspeed enjoyers. It’s been a minute. But there’s news! Two newses in fact!

1.) Out this week on Lovely Music is a recording of the version of Improvement the five of us took part in back in February. Tom Hamilton made it sound spiffy live and on the album and it’ll be a great thing to listen to alongside the original recording. You can order it here. If you missed it, there’s video here as well.

2.) The word is out that we’ll be doing our first public performance of The Blurring Test, our collaboration with Peggy Weil that draws on her work with the chatbot MrMind, as part of the Exponential Festival in January. We’re at the Brick Theater (a site important in the history of Varispeed as it’s where four of us performed TIME in 2011 and cooked up Perfect Lives Brooklyn) on Sun 1/19. More info on that one is here, and stay tuned for more!

And if you’re looking for more content from us, here’s a new album featuring Gelsey, and Paul’s got some big stuff coming up this weekend in Jersey City.

New Banks, Investigations, Reaction Shots

April 19, 2019

We got into the space to rehearse “The Bank” yesterday and it’s gonna be a nice one. Windows out onto Ave A and everything. No vault, but nice exposed structural elements.

Mostly this post is an excuse to share these three photos with you.

And the main reason to share them all is Aliza’s three separate reactions to Brian exploring what goes on inside a euphonium. She did work on film shoots for years, so it’s not a huge surprise that she gives such cogent looks as second nature.

Come visit us in the bank! April 26th & 27th!

Bank & beyond

April 6, 2019

Hullo! Varispeed! We’re still here!

Last we checked in, the five of us had taken part in the wonderfully successful run of shows at the Kitchen of Improvement and, as Varispeed, released our first album, Empty Words. It was a busy first two months of the year. Things were quieter in March but they’re ramping up again in April and May.

The next thing on the calendar is two performances of our arrangement of “The Bank” from Perfect Lives. “The Bank” is the section we’ve tackled as a solo section a couple times, like here on video from WFMU or last year up at Wesleyan University. We’ll be doing it in an old bank, most appropriate of all places, in the East Village. It’s part of some programming from Qubit, and the performances will be on April 26th and 27th. You can find info on a Facebook event page here.

On top of that, we spent the past week working together on some new material. Full details will roll out soon, but what we’ll say for now is that we’re working on a multi-year project with Peggy Weil, a wonderful artist out of LA, in which she is providing a text as a starting point and the five of us are mapping a musical course through that material. We’re going to be doing a small private performance of some of that material in May. If you’re reading this, you may hear more from us…

that’s the end of Linda’s story (?)

February 18, 2019

We wrapped up our run of Improvement on Saturday. It’s been really amazing to share what we’ve been working on with so many people, and a very, very big thanks to everyone who came. We don’t have any concrete plans for future productions, but we’re all very interested in that, so stay tuned, or, you know, book us!

As I’ve said before, I find I connect in new ways with the ideas in the piece all the time. For me, the last two shows, I was really connecting with Sc 11, Junior Jr reminiscing about Mr Payne. Mimi framed it a few months back as a lament from Bob that he wasn’t more radical, that he allowed himself comforts in mid- and late-life that to a younger version of himself would’ve been unappealing. I think it’s so beautifully written to express that feeling of wonder towards special people in your life, people who you feel are more engaged, more creative, more moral, more whatever than you are. It’s always easy to feel that on the inside regardless of how it actually is. Also, Bob is certainly not Junior Jr as described, there’s screens of metaphor. And this scene is interesting in the show for how little it relates to Linda. It carries the idea that Linda and Junior Jr are in composite representing Jews in diaspora, more so than just Linda.

Maybe more analyses to come, but maybe that’s it for a while. Who knows.

Other updates: the five of us, not necessarily as Varispeed, but kind of, are getting into some new stuff. Maybe we’ll wait a little bit to dive into more about this new collaboration, but for now, here’s a photograph of the five of us working on something new in the dressing room at the Kitchen. More soon!


– Dave

some reviews and chorus thoughts

February 10, 2019

We’re three shows in with four shows to go of our run of Improvement at the Kitchen. Tickets are sold out, but there’s a small chance you might get in off the waitlist if you show up an hour before the show. Thanks so much to all who’ve come out already or are planning to next week. It’s been amazing so far.

We’re recuperating for a couple days (two of us are also part of this on Tuesday, and Paul is doing a show of Nick Brooke’s after our show on Thursday). If you want to hear a couple takes on the show, try Zachary Woolfe in the Times, George Grella in NYCR, or Steve Smith on Twitter.

I’m pretty amazed at how quickly people new to the piece pick up on subtleties. Friends who came to the show last night got that the painter’s name referenced in Junior, Jr’s letter to Linda (Sc 19) is Picasso on one listen. One listen! It’s so obscured! How do they do that?

As with any piece you spend so much time with, the visceral impressions of your first couple listens fade. There are the parts that still really grab you each night (for me, that’s been Sc 23 at the very end, as well as the last choral part of Sc 18, “Years pass/it’s forgotten…”), then there are the parts that surprise you from night to night and you occasionally receive freshly, the parts you have to really gear yourself up for each time, and the insights that you get about the whole piece that you’ve never had before that arise once in a while.

In that final category, I was appreciating this week the choruses in Improvement, that is, the variety of lines given to the ensemble rather than to a soloist. Some of these are “captions”, mostly spoken in unison, e.g. at the ends of Sc 1 and Sc 4 the “reaches the airport, finally/goes to the counter and undergoes questioning…”. Others are more sung and given specific melodies like “Linda sees the contents of her purse in retrospect” at the end of Sc 8. Others are interjections by characters other than the main voice of that scene, e.g. “Afraid of the sun he thinks to himself” during Sc 11. Other ways of thinking about the chorus include the entirety of Sc 4, the “Ride to Town” or Sc 17, “A Place in the Country”, where there’s more built-in harmony and the personas of the specific vocalists color the meaning of who’s in the chorus. There’s also the gossiping people at the next table in Sc 15, and of course there’s “Tarzan”.

It’s not as though there aren’t remarkable chorus sections in Bob’s other pieces. A shortlist of my favorite would include:

  • “Superior Seven” in el/Aficionado
  • the chorales in volume 1 of the released parts of Atalanta
  • the one-person-at-a-time echoing of Bob by Jackie, Tom, & Sam in Act 1 of Now Eleanor’s Idea
  • all the chorus parts in “The Supermarket” from Perfect Lives

When you consider these chorus moments and their function in their pieces, they’re inventive and remarkable. But what sets Improvement apart is both the high incidence of chorus parts and the large variety of approaches within one piece. The voice of the chorus, who they are, and how they function is mostly consistent in Bob’s work, but there are definitely shadings and gradations, particularly in Improvement.

The moments in Improvement we spend with each character, and particularly with Linda (I suppose you could call these arias if you were so inclined) have much clearer analogues in other Ashley pieces, and in preparing these parts, we are no doubt very influenced from our work on Crash and Perfect Lives, as well as our listening to the whole catalog. I don’t mean to minimize how central these are to the piece and how much work we’ve put into them. But a big part of the rehearsal process for this, and a big part of the brilliance of the piece is in getting together on this choral material.

Again, this is probably pretty apparent for people seeing this for the first time, but it struck me this week, a fish noticing the water.

– Dave

We open in three days!

February 4, 2019

Improvement is three days away from being a thing you can see IRL. 7 shows at the Kitchen coming right on up. Tix are here if you don’t have them yet!

I have a few more thoughts that’ve been in my head about the piece to share.

1.) You can kind of hear it on the album version of Junior Jr’s Scene (“Golf Left-Handed“) in the last minute of the track, but there’s a kind of pitched drum sound that’s down in the mix that articulates the passacaglia (the first ten pitches you hear in the intro). It’s pretty magical. In this new live version, it’s (I think?) higher in the mix, and it’s real tasty. Keep an ear out.

2.) Also, right at the end of Scene 11, same scene, when Mr Payne says that Linda “likes loneliness”, that’s pretty messed up, right? You split up with someone and justify that they’re happier being alone. C’mon Mr Payne. Not cool.

3.) Also also, I was appreciating something structural about the piece. I like that you don’t get full scene from Linda’s perspective until Sc 6. You hear from Don first because Bob, writing the piece, is both Don and Linda in various ways, but in structuring things this way, it says to me that he’s more Don. Don tells you what’s up with him and that he’s leaving, and then he leaves, and he has his own story to tell later (Foreign Experiences) and he’s done for now. It acknowledges a certain perspective or bias, and then with that framework and grounding, with the Unimportant Family having said their peace, Linda gets the mic and has it for most of the rest of the show. Good construction, that.

And hey, if you missed it, Gelsey & Mimi & Jackie are in the New York Times talking about the piece!

– Dave

voice of myself from then and now

January 31, 2019

Empty Words, the Varispeed album that just came out contains some personal history I’ve been chewing on. The album was drawn from 2.5 hrs of material we performed at Roulette in August 2012. It’s hard to remember exactly what you were doing for all of a 2.5 hour performance, particular when that’s just one of four sections of the whole piece. For reasons I’ll go into in a separate longer thought, I don’t totally remember parts of that night. But something I’m really happy about it how my voice sounds.

Varispeed came together to do our first version of Perfect Lives in June 2011, and that went so well we did it again that November as part of Performa. By early 2012, I remember meeting up at Aliza’s place uptown and talking about what our next project should be. Gelsey was writing part of her dissertation on Cage’s Empty Words, and made a great pitch for it as a piece that has a lot of room for vocalizing in all kinds of ways, bringing in electronics and instruments, for playing with spatialization and moving audience and performers, for making audience members gradually comfortable as performers, etc – all the kinds of things we were most interested in. We started dissecting and arrangement Empty Words.

Over the next six months, I wrote a few scenes of a quasi-opera with Lynn & Aliza called To Scale, had great stuff to sing in Panoply Performance Lab’s opera Nature Fetish, started making a second album as Why Lie? with Aliza, and started working on the first version of Kimberly Bartosik’s You are my heat and glare as a vocalist alongside Gelsey. I did a lot of vocal work! I was working on all this different vocal music of different stripes and getting some good guidance from Gelsey on using my own voice articulately.

To jump forward in time, by 2015, I had found a lot of the parts of my voice that I liked to use the best. I was still doing a lot of vocal work but it was less exploratory, things had congealed in ways I liked. Particularly for writing, performing, and recording songs of my own, I’m so much happier to hear my singing voice on the last album I released Qualms Rectified (from 2017) than I am to hear myself sing on the first Why Lie? album from 2011. I’m proud of the work I put into that and feel like I have a good expressive capability.

But when, about a year ago, we started going back to the audio from Roulette in August 2012, I was kind of shocked. Particularly by this track, starting at 6:55. I sound a.) really big b.) really fearless. The 2018 version of myself first listening back to 2012 me didn’t think 2012 me knew what he was doing. But 2012 me was doing all kinds of things 2018 me wasn’t. I’ve been trying to re-open that channel the past few months with some success. When we did the release show two weeks ago, I wasn’t trying to copy this minute and half recording, but I’m trying to get back into the “let’s go for it” headspace I was in. It’s great to have as a reference point.

I share this as a public reminder to myself and to anyone else it’s useful for that there were a number of past yous who were really wise and talented in ways that you take for granted now. You are smart now and you were smart in other ways then. Time travel, also. In a sense. Right. Right?

Also hey check it out Improvement opens in one week!

– Dave